I've always built a wall around my heart, and every year that wall grew taller and more fortified till eventually it became impenetrable. I want to tear the wall down, I do, I just dont have the slightest no clue on how to do it. 
I've never asked for help, but I need to....I really dont want to become my mother.
So right now I dont care if you have secrets...Because you are the one good, constant thing in my life and I dont want to lose you too. Never.