Did that make sense? Am I making sense because I don't understand my own thoughts... I feel frustrated and scared. I'm making the same mistakes over and over and it just isnt the right decision. Every single time I begin to feel lonely I close myself off from everyone and that is the most stupidest, less-logical thing in my entire history. It hurts in the centre of my chest when I think of being like this forever, just living this life for another year would be challenging enough. It breaks my heart to let the most caring-ness people down because I promised to be strong and that just isnt working anymore.
I honestly just want to escape...
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